老闆先生

The term begins.
To my surprise, everything is unfamiliar.
This is my last year to be a college student.
But... a little feeling like losing strength.
I mean, I want to make some changes,
change it into positive thinkings,
but the environment, the situations, makes it difficult.

A little scary, a little want to get away here.
Because everything is unfamiliar, unsafty,
the feeling just like the first day when I was here.
I told myself, calm down, and relax.
When the time goes, it's gonna be fine.
But everyone, everything, every moment seems to remind me that in any time.
I hate the feelings.
Maybe I should try to stop thinking everything.
Maybe I should try to ignore many things.
Don't put little things and little feelings on my mind, just let it pass.
Maybe I should try to be a blind, to be a no feeling person, just let the time pass.
It's not a big deal.
I just do something, I have to do , and I really want to do.
I just be the person, I want to be, just be me.
And then, believe everything will be fine!