老闆先生

最近對自己感到有點害怕、恐懼
情緒有越走越偏的趨勢
本來理性掌控了大部分的我
現在卻好像是另一個可怕的人要崛起一樣

Again, work hard today for our project.
Tired.
Final week.

昨天無聊畫的
沒錯 為了讓他們站立
他們都插在我大一的洗衣刷上
不覺得很像草叢嗎XD
My God~ 有點像是在苦中作樂

很久沒有寫網誌
恐怕這一寫 又要寫很多了
堆積太久 主要是沒有想寫的心情
現在寫 只是要打發時間 順便讓心情沉澱

我好害怕
最近心中每分每刻
都是恐懼害怕的狀態
尤其是到了晚上
最害怕 隔天的到來

其實一直不想面對很多事情
then 就放著
等到自己給予的期限來臨時
只好勉強做出決定

我想 這個問題問10個人
10個人都會叫我抓住這個機會
因為想當然爾
當有人問我這個問題的時候
我也一定會說 很好啊 你一定要抓住這個機會
不干自己的事情 就會很理性的很正面的去看
一輪到自己的時候
就會充滿猶豫和掙扎
有些躊躇不前的因素是很複雜的
甚至有時是無謂的

我很難過
心中有股悶氣
很煩~
我試過對這些煩事 視而不見
但沒用
也不想再煩別人
所以只好又到這邊

It's normal for upset Monday.
Someone drove his car without seriousness when he is on the corner ,
and wanted to turn left,
he thought that no one is on the road in the early morning.
The probability is very very low, I know.
Too bad, that's me just on the road.
And your car was over half of road,which I was passing.
It's really dangerous to clap on the brakes, you know.
Everyday every people like this on the road.
I do everything seriously, but most people don't.
I am angry at this, especially on transportaion things.
Because when you just distracted by something,
there is another person may lose his life.
I hate that, I can't change the world and everyone,
so.... much more upset.
When I on my way home,
someone else distracted. = =
If I had a gun, I think I'll be crazy and shoot him.
(just work off)

Moon Festival
Family should be together
But not in our case...
People changed
Now I realize that most of people in the world,
what's their most important thing,
definetly is not family.

(Roger's practice day)

This year is my craziest year about Roger.
I think maybe the main reason is :
I was experienced by many things that I didn't want to face,
and left my hometown to go to the colleage in this period of time.
Loneliness, disappointment, busy...
Roger's tennis supported and accompanied me these days.

很多事情 都想把它放著不處理
因為我真的不知道怎麼處理
小小一件事情
都可以讓我在電腦前面想個1小時