老闆先生

Moon Festival
Family should be together
But not in our case...
People changed
Now I realize that most of people in the world,
what's their most important thing,
definetly is not family.
Everyone what they say is not the fact what they do.
I think some rules of mankind setting up is not normal,
it's strange.
why woman should live in man's family after merried?
they didn't see their parents are lonely, trying to get used it, without you?
I always think family should be together.
why can't do that when we growing up?
why you can give it up for a nother person that no kinship,
and choose the one that does not accompany with you for long time than your family?
I can analyse many things,
I can figure out many things by clues.
I can't figure it out, the emotion of human.
Maybe people think I am sick in mentally,
I don't think so.
Why that is called sick just because of it's different from MOST of people?
You think I am sick, because it's benefit to you.
That's why in old times,
people wanted to kill that person who took the evidence to prove the earth is circular.
These are the emotion of people made it.
It's hard to explain why people easily choose the other side,
the only reason that I can think is people are affected by emotion,
everything you do is effected by your selfish or just want to satisfy yourself.(your dream, your needs, your desires)
Me, too. Because it's unfortunately, I am a human being,too.
So I am not going to stop your emotions.
It's useless.
I can't against the nature.
I choose to runaway.
So now everthing you say, I'll think it's fake.
Sometimes I can see you all clearly from the tiny things,
I can feel it,(too much,painful)
I can't say the 100% I can see,
but how real the world is?
Everyone is fake.

runaway is easy for me
yeah, I am too rationl,
no emotion is easier for me to live.

I want to free my heart
I don't want to sink in these bothering things
I want to find a place that I can live, breathe
Going abroad is one of a way to runaway.
To restart it.

Today I went to eslite,
and discover that its level is going down.
Many kinds of books I can't find.
Because it needs to suitable people's taste
human's society just like this
everyone is a bookstore,
if you are not suitable for people's taste,
you'll be knockout.
So everyone is almost the same.
This may be a nother reason for why many people like to stay in the Internet.
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人類是越看越失望的生物
why? think about our society, the earth.
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read more books, it's benefit to your brain.