老闆先生

Third Grade, I am getting old = =...

Yesterday, I woke up at 5:00
Before yesterday I went to bed at 9:00, so I felt great.
I took the train at 6:53 although my first class was at 10:10
So... When I got to School,
I bought my breakfast, and sat in front of the library.
Then I mellowed out for an hour.
In the meantime, I felt a little anxious.
Yeah, I have to admit that I have problems in CSIE.
I also found that sometimes before I enter in the class room,
I heave a sigh in my mind.
It has a good word to describe in Chinese:悶
So when I met IM friends,
I really happy to see them,
and become more talkative than in CSIE.
Yesterday, I went to IM class room and talk to my friends happily.

Maybe many people thought CSIE is suitable with my personality.
Yeah, it seems very alike.
But now I realize that I can't get along with people like me.
CSIE people are too cold, too rational,
and their mind are too high for me.
I know maybe I also do that to them on the surface...
and I always keep low profile in CSIE.
I met some strange situations in CSIE.
It makes me chaotic, I don't know that I am strange or them?
maybe both... = =
I described those situations to my sister,
she also said really strange.
I never sank into those strange situations.
I stayed in 文類 environment before.
Maybe it's the first time I contact with 理工 people,
I don't know if it's also a reason, too?
It's really hard to find an intimate friend in CSIE.

I start to miss IM people,
they are hotter, kind, FUNNY, NORMAL, and friendly.
So things going easier.
I know maybe I shouldn't say all about thease.
Because I never really make any efforts no it.

So school take off today,
I really take breath,
Tuesday is a hard day to pass.
First class is too early,
last class is too late.
and all day obligatory courses....>