老闆先生

Third Grade, I am getting old = =...

Yesterday, I woke up at 5:00
Before yesterday I went to bed at 9:00, so I felt great.
I took the train at 6:53 although my first class was at 10:10
So... When I got to School,
I bought my breakfast, and sat in front of the library.
Then I mellowed out for an hour.
In the meantime, I felt a little anxious.
Yeah, I have to admit that I have problems in CSIE.
I also found that sometimes before I enter in the class room,
I heave a sigh in my mind.
It has a good word to describe in Chinese:悶
So when I met IM friends,
I really happy to see them,
and become more talkative than in CSIE.
Yesterday, I went to IM class room and talk to my friends happily.

Maybe many people thought CSIE is suitable with my personality.
Yeah, it seems very alike.
But now I realize that I can't get along with people like me.
CSIE people are too cold, too rational,
and their mind are too high for me.
I know maybe I also do that to them on the surface...
and I always keep low profile in CSIE.
I met some strange situations in CSIE.
It makes me chaotic, I don't know that I am strange or them?
maybe both... = =
I described those situations to my sister,
she also said really strange.
I never sank into those strange situations.
I stayed in 文類 environment before.
Maybe it's the first time I contact with 理工 people,
I don't know if it's also a reason, too?
It's really hard to find an intimate friend in CSIE.

I start to miss IM people,
they are hotter, kind, FUNNY, NORMAL, and friendly.
So things going easier.
I know maybe I shouldn't say all about thease.
Because I never really make any efforts no it.

So school take off today,
I really take breath,
Tuesday is a hard day to pass.
First class is too early,
last class is too late.
and all day obligatory courses....><
Really torturous.
I know I can get used to it,
just like past year.
I can pretent I am a blind, and deaf,
which I am good at.
Like my sister say, I know and see the problems at early time.
But I instinctively ignore it,
never take any action to solve until one day I can't take it anymore.
I always do that.
= = I konw it's bad to keep that.
Many things I just don't want to solve it,
so the things are piling up.
= = yeah I want that, that makes me feel comfortable.
Maybe its the reason I am growing up slowly.

When I thought aboout these,
I miss my IM time.
We went to class together,
we ate together,
we learned together,
we went to java teacher's class together,
we practiced calculas at 休閒 together,
you help me solved my problems(= = class money)
Ann, Annie, Spa, Wendy, and other funny people in IM
Thank you all, you are really nice.

I can't say I want to go back IM.
Because I don't want to go back.
I chosen here, I want to learn these subjects in CSIE.
I can't because of these things that are not worth to mention
and say I want to go back.
This is also my promise to myself before enter CSIE.
The God is nice to me,
it gave me the first year in IM,
so I can meet them.
I should forget about all these unhappiness little things in CSIE.
I also think it's a good arrangement,
we had a little fight sometimes,
maybe it is because we got along all day.
So now I am satisfied.

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I need to improve my language.
In order to make my dreams come true.